It's been so long, and so much has happened.
This year we said goodbye to my sweet Mother-in-law and that was and is still really tough. I have gone quiet. I don't like to show how truley sad I am because it seems so selfish. She was almost 95 sang hymns all day and loved life. I have no doubt that she is in heaven singing in that heavenly choir and surrounded by all her family that she missed dearly here on earth.
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In the last two years i have seen dear friends lose their beautiful son, and I have seen my own brother almost lose his son as well, my nephew is making a slow recovery.
In our own family there has been life saving surgeries and my own husband has had to face the reality of his battle against heart disease. He had a stent placed earlier this year.
A family friend faced death as he was misdiagnosed and was walking around like a ticking time bomb for a month. It was by the grace of God that he listened to a friend's advice to went back to the hospital.
Two friends and myself became caregivers to our elderly parents.
this new season of life is tough.
But there have been good things happen as well.
my daughter got engaged to an a young man who i feel is her soulmate and she is his.
they bought a house and are fixing it up.
I went wedding dress shopping...just her and I and both cried when she found the one.
life is weird now, its tougher than I ever thought it could be, but there in the mist of struggle is a sweet spot. Sometimes if I blink; I might miss it, but its there.
There and waiting to be noticed
