about a week ago I told you about my Daughter's interest in a certain
I wrote how I reacted and I must say I reacted quite well under the circumstances.
Calm and cool on the outside
but on the inside was another story.
so now it begins....
The war with myself.
...a civil war of sorts between my mind and heart.
The Mind yells..."Let her be! She is growing up and nothing you do will stop it! accept it and go on."
The Heart says...."But she's just a baby!"
Mind: "No she isn't! She's fifteen and this is all normal."
Heart: "But that's just it.....she is ONLY fifteen!"
Mind: "You'll get over it."
Heart: "Shut up!"
Mind: "No, you shut up!"
Heart: "I'll just forbid her to grow up...just long enough for me to catch up emotionally to all these changes."
Mind: "You're an idiot! Just wait until she starts to drive...which will be in less than a year by the way."
Heart: "Oh you're goin' DOWN sista! Get ready for a royal butt kickin'! "