OK, Taking a little too long of a breather
Will I ever write anything again?
Have I let "Life" tackle and keep me down?
Has my Mojo abandoned and kicked me to the curb?
When no one I knew read my blog...I sat down tirelessly everyday to write and write. It was awesome to have comments from bloggy buddies and others who did not know me. They came back often and I visited them.
Something happened though when others that I knew in person found my blog.
I started to feel a bit cautious and exposed...weird right?
The blog was "taking too much time"...my Husband would say. Writing here was my release from the push and pull of the day. I went from HAVE TO to WANT TO as I put the stress behind me and wrote away on my slow computer. He didn't understand...but as he complained I started to feel a time crunch.
Some would stop by and didn't agree with what I was writing....
Some, (when they found out about my blog) never bothered to read it at all. If I must be honest I don't know which bothered me more.
This year was a tough one.
Both my In-laws suffered life threatening illnesses which have left them both in need of nursing care that stay throughout the day. My own Mother needs constant care and attention. My daughter graduated and is now attending her first semester away at college. I miss her. My stress, sadness and a bit of loneliness has kept me from this little blog. Too many changes in such a short amount of time has really given me a one two punch.
I guess the clincher was about a week ago when the doctor called about my annual physical....Cholesterol was HIGH
Um, maybe my test was switched with someone else's?
She mentioned my weight gain
how dare she!
I have got to change this. I cannot change anything until I change myself.
So the very next day I started. I've changed my diet. (OK, I cheated last night...It was the annual Church Women's Christmas party)
I'm countering the fatigue that I feel with juicing once a day.
This week I will be starting an exercise routine.
Oh, and I'm going back to blogging....I don't give a damn what people think. I'm getting my Happy place back
With all these changes in my life there plenty to write about.